THANK THE LORD I FOUND YOU GUYS!
*cries tears of joy* I just want to start out and say. Happy 4th and I am so glad I ran into the people on this site. I have felt so alone, cynnical, crazy, confused, dazed, unloved, unwanted, non-befriend-like..........FUCK...I can't even get the words out. But this FUCKING PLACE..........MY GOD THIS FUCKING PLACE. I just cannot say how relieved I am to know that there are other people that share my pain about this MOTHER FUCKIN PLACE. Before I came here I had the most positive outlook, aimiable disposition, and abundance of love in my heart; but now, this place has totally disavowed all of my good qualities that I used to have. This place has taken away my hope. I feel like I will never find love, friendship, and or companionship. I really have taken a self examination several times and I just can't do it anymore. There is a societal disposition here that is not of anything good, moral, or even a dash of humanity to it. These mother fuckers here walk around here with no desire for human contact, love or companionship. These mother fuckers are the most vainest, self absorbeed, back stabbing, fake ass SONS OF BITCHES ON THIS PLANET AND I DONT KNOW WHY GOD EVEN TAKES CARE OF THESE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like I have literally died. I dont even know who I am anymore, but now that I ran into this website and met people that have experienced very similar things, I know there is a couple hairs left of my compassion for people. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You